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Hey

It really has been forever huh?

Much has changed since the last time I was on here.

I'm in college now. I got to NSU.

I'm still getting used to the whole college thing but I like it.

I do hate being so far away from my boyfriend though.

I'm really glad me and him are still together.

I love him so much.

I need to go study for my midterms so I'm gonna go.

TTYL

<Aleda>

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Happiness...

Hello Everyone... Hope all is well with you all...

Things are great here with a few exceptions... mainly a few people.... but I won't say any names.... I'm not that much of a bitch like everyone thinks I am... I just wish everything would calm down and be ok...

My birthday was ok... really....

Prom Nite Fuckin Rocked... The dance was ok... But afterwards is what really mattered... What really made me happy....

I've been to 2 different concerts...

1) April 20, 2007 LA Tech University
Black Stone Cherry, Puddle of Mudd, & 3 Days Grace
I was with Lane, Tori, Jonathan, and Anna....

2) May 4, 2007 Miller Lite Crawfish Boil in Jackson Mississippi
Sould Asylum, Buck Cherry, Fuel, Collective Soul, & Papa Roach
I was with Anna, my dad, my stepmom, and my brother....

But this week... Has been the  best week of my life.... From Church to stayin at his house til stupid O' clock in the morning... I've been in heaven the whole time.... & I have one person to thank for that... & that person is Lane....  He really knows how to make me happy... I really am happy to be with him... He means a lot to me... I love him... A lot... more than I thought I ever would... I always smile when I'm talking to him... When I'm with him... It never fails... He makes everything better... He makes all of the bad go away...

Graduation is Tuesday... Hell Fuckin Yeah... I'm done with High School... I can't wait til I get my diploma...  I'll be free... College starts in August... I can't wait for that either... I'm excited... I'll get to go out on my own....  It's gonna be great...

Life is finally looking up for me....

I just hope this summer goes well...

I'm gonna go to bed now....

Much Love,

~Aleda

Here's a Pic of me and Lane from prom....

I LOVE YOU LANE!!!  Remember... we promised...

Fear

I'm so scared of the future...

I don't want to cry anymore...

I'm so scared of tomorrow... and I shouldn't be... Tomorrow's my birthday...

But I am...

I don't know what to do...

~Aleda

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Lover, you were my protection....

Hello...
How has everyone been?
Sorry it's been so long....
So much has happened...
So much has changed...
I don't know what to do anymore...
I don't know how I feel...
I wish things would get better...
Change...
I'm gonna go now...
TTYL...
~Aleda

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She's a KILLER... She's a KEEPER...

Hello...  Sorry it's been so long...  How is everyone?

Things are still really messed up here...  I really feel like I'm in hell....  I hope things get better soon... 

My patience for this world is almost gone...  Please keep me here....

I'm sick again... which is not helping at all...  damn him....

I feel as though no one is taking me seriously anymore... People are just playing around with each others emotions and I hate it...  It hurts but they don't care....

And people wonder why I am the way I am...

It's their fault... but they'll never know....

"I dare you to CARE... I dare you to TRUST ME... I dare you to LOVE ME...  Are YOU up to it?"

Goodbye for now my love...

~Aleda

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